HuBbY & WiFeY 4eVeR In LoVe

*the bride and groom's foreword *

Welcome to Bren and Jim bloggie!

Here's our love story that will not end with a full stop forever and ever....

aLL mY mOsT bEaUtIfUl DrEaMs AnD hOpEs HaVe YoU iN tHeM... SoMeHoW mAdE eVeN mOrE bEaUtIfUl iN yOuR hAnDs ThAn I eVeR tHoUgHt CoUlD bE... I gIvE mY hEaRt AnD lOvE tO yOu To Be HeLd AnD cHeRiShEd By YoU fOrEvEr...

Daisypath Anniversary Years Ticker

*the charming groom *

# Jimmy aka MadSuSu
# 29 years old

*he loves *

# wifey aka galgal
# fishing
# computer games
# animes/manga
# watching sports

*his wishlist *

:: sayang galgal ::
:: lose weight ::
:: earn enough ::
:: marry galgal ::

*the blushing bride *

# Bren aka blur-gal
# 25 yrs old

*she loves *

# hubby aka daddy
# reading
# singing
# cooking
# shopping

*her wishlist *

:: be good to hubby ::
:: slim down ::
:: get married & buy flat by 2009 ::

Sunday, September 09, 2007
Wedding Plans... Not...

It seems that for the past year, people around me have been getting married. From ex-classmates to ex-colleagues, frens etc... I can practically hear/see wedding bells ringing every 1-2mths. Its burning a big hole in my pocket but on a serious note, really happy for them that they found their SO and happiness.

It also makes me wonder when will it ever be my turn and ponder if its really gonna happen at all. Sometimes, it seriously doesn't feel good at all. Its been 5yrs and 2mths odd in this r/s and my youth is fading away bit by bit. How do I know? I can feel/see it... I used to be able to survive with only 3-4hrs of sleep, now 4-5hrs of sleep only will make me yawn the whole day and cranky. I used to only have the occasional small pimples and pretty ok complexion, now I have pimples outbreak everyday and my complexion sucks with lines starting to appear. Surely and slowly losing confidence in some things too.

People used to ask me abt our ROM/wedding plans. I used to reply ROM on 26.06.08, wedding on either 19.09.2009 or 20.09.2009 happily with confidence. Now? I just reply no idea or maybe not getting married. Why? No specific reason, looking at things now, I have no idea and confidence where this is heading to. Definitely not marriage in the short term. Maybe a breakup will be earlier before you can ask when's the wedding bells ringing?

I'm honestly sick and tired of it sometimes and ask myself if this is what I want? Much as I love him, much as he's still the only choice if it comes to marriage. But I don't know how long I can/want to wait.

I'm tired... Tired of waiting, tired of seeing things not being fufilled, tired of crying to sleep every night, tired of dreaming...

Flat? ROM? Wedding dinner? Just a wish/dream/illusion now... Shattered...