HuBbY & WiFeY 4eVeR In LoVe

*the bride and groom's foreword *

Welcome to Bren and Jim bloggie!

Here's our love story that will not end with a full stop forever and ever....

aLL mY mOsT bEaUtIfUl DrEaMs AnD hOpEs HaVe YoU iN tHeM... SoMeHoW mAdE eVeN mOrE bEaUtIfUl iN yOuR hAnDs ThAn I eVeR tHoUgHt CoUlD bE... I gIvE mY hEaRt AnD lOvE tO yOu To Be HeLd AnD cHeRiShEd By YoU fOrEvEr...

Daisypath Anniversary Years Ticker

*the charming groom *

# Jimmy aka MadSuSu
# 29 years old

*he loves *

# wifey aka galgal
# fishing
# computer games
# animes/manga
# watching sports

*his wishlist *

:: sayang galgal ::
:: lose weight ::
:: earn enough ::
:: marry galgal ::

*the blushing bride *

# Bren aka blur-gal
# 25 yrs old

*she loves *

# hubby aka daddy
# reading
# singing
# cooking
# shopping

*her wishlist *

:: be good to hubby ::
:: slim down ::
:: get married & buy flat by 2009 ::

Sunday, June 12, 2005
Long delayed blog

Been really busy and tired, so have not been blogging. Life is so much more fast-paced for me now. 3 Sats have gone by since I started work at my new co., and becos I work on Sat too, my weekends seem so much shorter and time seems to fly by. Before I know it, its Monday again and time to start work. Sigh...

I'm trying very hard to adapt to the fast-paced life there, so far ok. But very stress! Everything has to be done quickly and by a certain timing. Another 2.5mths or so to go, hope everything turns out fine. Meanwhile, making plans for me and Hubby's 3rd yr anniversary. We been hvg lots of quarrels/arguements recently. It has not been easy on both of us and being hot-tempered, I just keep flaring up at him. Sometimes after hanging up the phone, I just kindda wish I could just drop dead for hurting him. I know myself and my temper too well, but I just get out of control when it comes to him. I used to kept singing "I Hate Myself For Loving You" to Hubby to spite him sometimes. But now, its I hate myself for loving him and hurting him so much.

I have been gog thru a very rough patch with my mum recently over him. I'm trying very very hard to win this "battle", to prove and show to her, he's the one I want. It really doesn't matter how "bright" his future is, how we're gonna survive etc. I believe somehow, somewhere, we'll get thru. I have been crying inside and outside almost every night, breaking down bit by bit and I seriously dunno how much longer I can hang on...