HuBbY & WiFeY 4eVeR In LoVe

*the bride and groom's foreword *

Welcome to Bren and Jim bloggie!

Here's our love story that will not end with a full stop forever and ever....

aLL mY mOsT bEaUtIfUl DrEaMs AnD hOpEs HaVe YoU iN tHeM... SoMeHoW mAdE eVeN mOrE bEaUtIfUl iN yOuR hAnDs ThAn I eVeR tHoUgHt CoUlD bE... I gIvE mY hEaRt AnD lOvE tO yOu To Be HeLd AnD cHeRiShEd By YoU fOrEvEr...

Daisypath Anniversary Years Ticker

*the charming groom *

# Jimmy aka MadSuSu
# 29 years old

*he loves *

# wifey aka galgal
# fishing
# computer games
# animes/manga
# watching sports

*his wishlist *

:: sayang galgal ::
:: lose weight ::
:: earn enough ::
:: marry galgal ::

*the blushing bride *

# Bren aka blur-gal
# 25 yrs old

*she loves *

# hubby aka daddy
# reading
# singing
# cooking
# shopping

*her wishlist *

:: be good to hubby ::
:: slim down ::
:: get married & buy flat by 2009 ::

Monday, January 24, 2005
Lonely Monday

Received sms from Charlene's sis ytd tt she will be on MC due to high fever, hope she's doing fine and feeling better now. Hubby wanted to acc me to work, but I said its ok cos didn't wanna bother him. While, on the other hand, I was secretly wishing that he might give me a surprise and appear in the morning. Silly of me, rite? Well, called him in the morning, judging from his voice, he was still sleeping. but still, I wanted to have a bit of hope and asked him where he was and yup, he's at home sleeping.

Felt a little disappointed, its like been some time before he gave me a surprise. Is the romance dying? I just hate the feeling of being all alone like tt, it reminds me of the days when he was in Australia for reservist. That kind of lost, hopeless, lonely feeling which is terrible. I'm probably too dependent on him and maybe he's getting fed up of me and my clinging to him. Anyhow, he kept saying sorry that he disappointed me, but I told him its really ok. I'm just in my mood swings again and being paranoid.

I'm still not able to get rid of that feeling after since I saw Sarah (his ex). I remember he once told me it was time and love wasted with her, before we were together as an item. But still, the word tt matters to me was LOVE. Yet, he said he probably only liked her only. But still, I feel she's his first love, a place I will nvr be able to replace. Anyhow, anyway, I just hope I can get rid of tt feeling soon.