Monday blues - Dread gog to work, feeling damn sleepy and tired, body aching all over, wish I could take MC and wish the day will end earlier. Thnking of taking leave this Fri either to rest or shop, either way, I just wanna have more sleep!!! I'm really exhuasted, seems that there are so many things that need my following up on.

Been busy with my D&D stuff, more or less settled the lucky draw prizes, now waiting to get quotation from internal and outside dealers. I'm also responsible for making sure everyone is punctual for our weekly meeting, confirming attendence of my dept and of cos collect money... Wah, why suddenly I seem to have so much to do?? Tot I only supposed to assist one, kaoz...

Lucky my lucky draw team is easy to work with and so far so gd. but with the committee, its harder to get things done as in everyone has their own opinions/ideas, hard to please everyone. Moreover there are 13 of us!! Haha, poor Larry is the only guy.

Ok, gonna end here, my eyes really closing liao. Feel like taking half day MC or watever. *yawns* Ooops, I did not say anything... =x

Wow, never update since wed, guess me and galgal too busy enjoying ourselves hahaa.. here's a quick recap.

Sat- went to galgal's colleague's one month old celebration.. suppose to reach there ard 1pm but reached there 2:30 instead because of her mum again.. haiz.. told her about this on friday but she refused to wake up in the morning so galgal no choice have to wait for her to awake then can come out.. when we reached there, all the other colleagues left already.. but good thing the food still avail hahaa.. had 2 rounds of good buffet *yumyum*
After that, too late to goto town to do anything.. so went to the new KBox outlet at Tampines, that was 5pm and the time slot suppose to end at 7pm but they let us use the room till 9pm.. not a bad deal considering we should be paying mnore after 7pm. New equipments and we sounded naturally over the speakers, no bad echo etc. had a wonderful time there and walked with galgal back home after that.. romantic? galgal, who usually hates walking, wanted to do that again someday after that..

Sun- Planned to come out early but i was feelin really dizzy the night before so galgal came to my house on her own.. we met at the nearby supermarket and bought everything we need for the cooking. Went home, had some private time :P and started cooking.. We cooked ABC soup, sesame chicken and mushroom omelette.. had a yummy dinner, a nice nap then sent her home..

Mon- don't we hate mondays.. other start to the week.. wished the weekend hadn't ended so fast.. well, another start of a work week.. no choice, no money no survivor..
love galgal always and forever.. muackz

Ok, I was unreasonable ytd... Was hvg PMS and feeling damn uncomfy, moody and down. Bad stomach cramps too. So kindda took it out on Hubby...

Had a long chat with Hubby at nite till past midnight and after we hang up, he sms me to say happy anniversary. Hehe, tot he forgottten. Had a deep, nice sleep, but woke up with a headache this morning. Still hvg headache now. I'm on a diet since Monday, been taking fruits for breakfast for e past 2 days and skipping lunch, dinner try to avoid fatty/unhealthy food. Haha, really do hope can slim down a bit and in time to look better for D&D in Apr, hehe.

Alrite, back to work for now, loads of things to do... Haiz...

Love ya, Hubby. *muacks*

Galgal happy 31st month anni! love and 'want' you always..hehee.

as galgal said.. after i pointed my ex out to her while she walked past us with her BF, she has been feeling so scared and so doubtful of herself.. no matter how much i reassure her.. she would still mention it once in a while and feel really upset. especially today, i was abit late to pick her up from work because i needed to do something in the last min.. then she started saying things like i still love her and ask me to to meet her instead.. i wasn't mad at all.. just had to calm galgal down after i rushed to her in a cab that didn't cost cheap...
it's been so many years ago in the past and currently i only love galgal mah.. moreover me and galgal has been together longer and closer, than me and her then.
so my final words are still.. i only love galgal. *muackz&spin galgal round&round*

Received sms from Charlene's sis ytd tt she will be on MC due to high fever, hope she's doing fine and feeling better now. Hubby wanted to acc me to work, but I said its ok cos didn't wanna bother him. While, on the other hand, I was secretly wishing that he might give me a surprise and appear in the morning. Silly of me, rite? Well, called him in the morning, judging from his voice, he was still sleeping. but still, I wanted to have a bit of hope and asked him where he was and yup, he's at home sleeping.

Felt a little disappointed, its like been some time before he gave me a surprise. Is the romance dying? I just hate the feeling of being all alone like tt, it reminds me of the days when he was in Australia for reservist. That kind of lost, hopeless, lonely feeling which is terrible. I'm probably too dependent on him and maybe he's getting fed up of me and my clinging to him. Anyhow, he kept saying sorry that he disappointed me, but I told him its really ok. I'm just in my mood swings again and being paranoid.

I'm still not able to get rid of that feeling after since I saw Sarah (his ex). I remember he once told me it was time and love wasted with her, before we were together as an item. But still, the word tt matters to me was LOVE. Yet, he said he probably only liked her only. But still, I feel she's his first love, a place I will nvr be able to replace. Anyhow, anyway, I just hope I can get rid of tt feeling soon.

sad ah! these 2 days galgal keep on shopping.. spend so much.. kinda felt heartache alittle though it's not my money.. just have that thought that the money going to the cashier could be very well sitting in our joint account for the future..heheee.
whole of today she still goes on and on about seeing my ex.. haiz... just have to tahan and keep on ressuring her loh.
Well it's gonna be sunday again.. dunno what's the plan yet but leave the thinking till tmr la.. now's the time to relax and enjoy some quality EPL matches..hahaa.

Heart ache:
Part 1: Saw Hubby's ex gf ytd. Though only managed to catch a glimpse, but she was definitely slimmer than me. Long, straight and nice hair too. Though Hubby claims that she wasn't like this in the past, that her face not tt nice lah etc, somehow, I still felt insecure. I was thinking to myself, you're such an ugly and fat pig compared to her. I know, I'm being over-paranoid etc, but I still got insecurites and tt feeling sucks. I know I love Hubby deeply and he loves me too, but somehow, someway.. I'm still jealous tt I wasn't his first love (I'm his 2nd gf after her). I just can' help thinking, wat he likes abt me anyway? No looks, no figure, my character sucks.. Argh, I dunno.

Part 2: Went shopping again for CNY clothes, I'm not supposed to buy any more tops especially for casual wear and I have not bought any office wear yet!!! But I just couldn't resist and Hubby kept nagging and reminding me that I'm supposed to shop for my jeans and office pants. In the end, I bought a dark purple tank top form M'phosis and a black layered skirt from Dorothy Perkins. Top was ok, under $20, skirt cost me $62.10 after discount. =x Its not like I wanna buy exp bottoms, but I got no choice.. I'm fat, enormous, huge, I need like XXXL clothes?!?!?! Wahaha... Ok, the big prob is with the tummy lah, haiz. Always gotta buy bottoms that are loose at waist and fits nicely at hips.

Legs ache: Well, Shopping ard like tt from Tampines to Bugis to Citylink to Suntec City in heels wasn't a wise choice. Had to take many breaks and now my legs are almost breaking and aching like mad, kaoz...

Summary: Gd and fun ytd and today except for tt ex gf part. Happy with my rebonded hair, finally I hv straight hair though its shorter now, slightly over shoulder length. Sick of my messy natural waves which can be a handful at times. CNY, here I come!!

Been quite awhile since a long weekend woohooo! Galgal did rebonding at a salon just around her home, not a bad job.. but IMHO took a little too long.. she started at ard 10am, then at noon she thought she's almost done and asked me to go wait for her.. but guess what, false alarm! wanted in the salon with her till 3pm+ almost 4.. haiz. Bought her some french fries from a nearby kopitiam and fed her as the hairdresser was doing her hair. Well.. i have to admit that the hairdresser really take care of every little steps and real effort.. can see her every detailed movement was done with extra care. Think galgal has found a good alternative to the 'rippers' at REDS.. everything for just $140 here compared to almost $300 at REDS.. sheesh, now i know why they are called REDS, maybe alot of customers vomit blood? kekee..

so after the hair affair.. went to tampines mall to get galgal's temp contacts lens to stand-in as her perm lens are being made.. well.. it's been almost one month and yet no perm lens in sight. Though out of good will the optician did gave her temp lens to wear for the moment but these don't last as long as they should.. so galgal fedup and went to buy a pair of acuvue monthly lens.

off we went to far east to eat the famous chicken rice.. orchard was sooooo crowded today.. when we saw the crowd, we thought they might have ran out of chicken.. when we reach the shoplet, true enough, not one chicken was hanging on the stall display. But the shop didn't close so we sat down and relieved to be told that more chickens are being cooked.. wahaha so happy! everyone was waitin then about 10mins later we tucked in to fill our stomach..yummy! though the quality of the salted veg-duck soup and the rice tasted like they were cooked in a hurry but the chicken was good as usual...

we did a little shopping around orchard and while we are on the escalator up to Tangs.. i saw my ex-gf, with her current bf, on the other side.. i was like at a dilema whether or not to tell galgal.. but after some thought and it's already been so long in the past, i pointed out to galgal. she only managed to catch a glimpse of her back. Then expectedly, she started to doubt about herself but i was not afraid or worried because i know, and reassured galgal, my heart is galgal's and only will have galgal.. muackz

Things haven't been going well for me recently. Read abt my horoscope for the yr of Chicken, it I said I will do well in my career this yr, hv pay raise and promotion etc. But, I feel, not true at all. Ytd was the greatest setback I ever had in this job. For something which I could have done in a diff way, but I didn't tot of it, I was yelled at office. It was a total humiliation for me and it hurt my pride and feelings deeply.

Lots of ppl were looking and heard I guess, I was so upset that I cried. I'm thinking twice abt continuing my contract now and feeling really down. Low morale and extremely depressed....

yesterday's shoppin was ok lo.. never buy anything for myself coz no money for the rest of the month. so the routine was lunch at sakae sushi, shop then chicken rice dinner at selegie. actually wanted to take a bus home so can stay out longer but galgal was complaining about tired legs and that 'little' gal cannot go home too late.. sheesh.
Today ain't much though, not planning to cook coz gonna be a rest day for galgal but will probably get to robinson sales to get some pillows.. haha, after me and galgal's 'activites' somehow my old pillows got stained and the pillow 'burst' with the insides coming out.
Then evening gonna be football all the way!! Singapore will whack the Indons and lift the cup hahah! then EPL matches later woo hoo!!

Tired but fruitful day, managed to get all most of the things we wanted and I also got myself a cute, sweet, pink sling bag from PMK for only $19.90. Hehe, can use for CNY to put my ang baos! =p

Actually, I kindda felt crappy and upset in a way cos I received a call from Grace. Sad to hear that Jolene is really very down. I really dunno what to say to her and I guess right now, no words can go into her ears.

Din really get to spend much quality or couple time with Hubby since we were busy shopping for my sis. Shall make it up to him tmr, hehe.

Hmm, I saw this contest on Teenage mag and it had a couple contest. You had to fill in the coupon, go to DeCharacter for a makeover at $10 per pax (Cool Couple makeover), which entitles u to 1 shot and 1 4R print. Then the photo will be submitted and 6 couples will be selected to compete for the title of Teenage Cool Couple. Winning couple will be featured in Apr issue of Teenage. Haha, not that we will win or wat, but hey $10 is cheap! Hehe. Then Hubby was like, ehhh....ain't we too old to qualify? He's 25, turning 26 this yr, I'm 22, wahaha.
Anyway, shall call up and ask bah!

Ytd was the last day of the course, a bit of hiccups cos our lunch arrived 1 hr later!!! Some of the course mates were really mad abt it and complained to the mgr. But what they offered in return was only apologies and a fruit latter, kaoz. (That's Allson Hotel btw). We got to choose what we wanna eat early in the morning, yet when we went down for lunch, the food was not ready yet and tourists who came in later than us, already had their food served, ate and left, kaoz.

Anyway, the day was fun, filled with laughter, games and lessons learned. Mmm, got a little surprise though. There was this part where we had to list 2 strengths abt ourselves and the others in the same grp with me.

Lenz said I was friendly, had a sincere smile and if he wasn't attached, I was the ideal wife for him. I was so paiseh, wahaha. Then he also said I was systematic cos I used a ruler to tear the paper instead of free-hand. But fact was since I have ruler, so I use loh, neater also mah. Hehe.

Pang said I was artistic cos I drew some design under our names, hehe. And I came across to him as friendly with a ready smile always. Ya, both of them said I seem to be quite gd-tempered, wahaha. Maybe cos I'm always fierce to Hubby only.

Charlene said I was patient cos I always wait for her even if she's late, haha. Which was kindda surprising for me cos I nvr tot myself of being a patient person but well, glad that now I know it. I think she said I was helpful too bah.

As for myself, I wrote that I'm friendly and help, so guess quite accurate bah. Hehe, learned a lot of things especially abt teamwork and think it really helped a lot.

Today gog shopping with my sis and Hubby, shall update tonite!

sat again and today we're bringing her sister out for abit of shopping.. planning to have lunch at Sakae Sushi Bugis and shop ard there. Actually we have never bring her sis out before.. dunno how will it turn out, hope she dun shy until dun tok to me hahaa..

u see her sis seldoms comes out of the house because of a overly-protective mum. if i'm not wrong i think she has never been to town more than 10 times in her 18-years of life.. sheesh

I'm actually tired, but my day was so filled with fun that I just dun wanna end the day yet, so logged in to blog and surf net for a while.

Well, I went for the 1st day of course today and it was fun! Got to know a few people and played a few games. We learnt and did a test called DiSC and results showed that I was a high "S" person. Meaning that I'm friendly, out-going, helpful (sometimes to the extend of BSBH) etc. Haha, guess some quite accurate bah. Food was good also!

Course ended early cos some of thm had Jap couse at 6pm back at office. So went to bugis to trim my eyebrows first, then went on to Chinatown for KTV. Hehe, sang for almost 4 hrs then headed home. Really so enthuastic and high in spirits now though my eyes are like persuading me to close them and have a rest, haha.

well nothing much to blog about.. been quite a boring week for me so far.

Just wanna say "i Love galgal wifey lots and wanna take care of her for all eternity.." *Muackz*

Yeah! Its mid-week, 2 days to the weekend only. Moreover, I'm on course tmr and Friday at Allson Hotel, hehe. No no, not intercourse, its team effectiveness, a compulsory course all staff have to take. So today been busy clearing my work till next Monday. My back-up colleague is kindda busy recently with a project, so don't wanna bother her too much with pending matters.

Well, ytd we went down to the wake and my colleague was stronger than I thought. Which is gd of cos. Just that I can't help feeling somehow sad and sorry for her. Losing her mother suddenly isn't easy to deal with, lucky her youngest sis is already 15. Really hope for the best for her and would try to help in anyway I can within my limits.

Ok, I got a news which I dunno if its gd or bad. Early morning, received an email from my AGM as below:

Re: D&D Friday 8 April 2005

Dear Sharon, cc Brenda,
May I request you to represent ESD, since you have done a great job for ESD/RSD D&G. Of course, Brenda will be assisting you.
Please join in the meeting of 13th-Jan, organized by HR.
Thanks.

I was like, huh? The meeting is just tmr and I'll be on course, moreover, why me?!?!? On one hand, of cos I felt happy that my work/effort had been recognised. However, the tot of having to work with HR and A/Cs too wasn't a pleasant idea. And we just had our dept's D&G in Dec and I finally the chance to rest after so many holidays etc, then now it seems that there is no rest for me afterall.
Hubby encouraged me to go for it, both of us know it'll look gd on my resume in the future, but its gonna be tiring and time-consuming. Anyhow, I hv informed my boss that I won't be attending the meeting tmr cos I'm on course. Shall think abt it again bah. Sharon has already informed boss that she will not be involved, guess boss hasn't revert yet since he's in US.

Well, for now, I shall enjoy my weekend first and leave the worrying till next week, hehe.

Recently, I been thinking, is 2005 really a gd yr, a new start? Seems that lots of tragedies have been happening, everyone is like covered with a layer of grief.

The tsunami happened when 2004 was almost coming to an end, taking away so many lives and destroying so many things. There have also been quite a few cases of accidents. And sad to say, just today, I just learned that one of my colleague's mother was involved in an accident ytd and has passed away. I was on MC ytd and so did not know abt it till today.
I heard from a few that the news was in the chinese newspaper. Though I don't really know her well, but it really saddened me. We were fellow committe members for the D&G 2004, I remember her as a cheerful and bubbly gal. She's only 21yrs old, 1 yr younger than me. It must be really painful, to have face this and she still has 3 younger siblings. Moreover, she is still studying part-time for her diploma now.

We collected a sum of money as "bai jin" for her and hope that will help at least a bit. I would have like to do more, but I do have my limitations too. Don't really know what to say now, but I really do hope there will be less tragedies/accidents/disasters from now on.

On MC today, partly cos I overslept and also I had bad tummy ache in the morning. Sms Sook Peng to inform her and some pending matters. Then went back to sleep till 12+pm. Haha, damn shiok!

Woke up and surf net for a while, then went to see doc and buy lunch. Juz finished my lunch and taken my medicine. Nth much actually, dunno meeting Hubby for dinner or not, miss him so much... *sob sob*

hahaa.. Sat finally here again! so shiok! hmm today went KTV at partyworld@orchard.. think that's one of the better party world branch.. new equipments, big screens, doesn't smell as bad and the mic is good. After our singing session, galgal went to shop.. bought 2 tops@$55! haiz.. she so gan jiong, must buy CNY tops so early. Had chicken rice for dinner at peace centre, actually the chicken rice is norm but the lotus soup is delicious! yumyum.. it's thick and yummy full of flavour.. Galgal saw a mac outlet downstairs.. so we went downstairs and get a drink for the sake of gettin her neopet toy.. but unfortunately the one she wanted is sold out. went home after the drink.. think tmr she's gonna cook.. another yummy sunday ahead :P

I actually saw this poem from a novel I was reading, title of the novel is “爱上痞子蔡的女孩”.
Tot its quite nice, title of the poem is "Let it be me", here goes:

Can I capture the moon for you?
Sorry, I'm not a magician.
Can I give you everything you want?
Sorry again, I'm not God.

Do I think of you everyday and night?
I can't deny.
Do I want you all the time?
I can't define.

I don't wanna make love to you.
I just wanna make you happy.
I can't promise I will make you happy forever.
I'm just sure I won't let you down, never.

If you believe someone truly,
If you miss someone deeply,
If you love someone madly,
Let it be me.

I like the last 2 parts of the poem, wat do ur think? Do comment. =)

I been so busy today! Rushing lots of documents, doing lots of revisions, sigh. Only gd thing is my CS was not ard, so not as stressful. You know sometimes I find it such a drag and torture to go to work becos of her. She taught me a lot of things and I do respect her, but I'm so afraid of her. Whenever I do something wrong, I will get harsh remarks from her. And when she qns me, whatever I ans her, she will say, What do u think? But, tt's what I think ah, if its wrong, then u gotta tell me ah, even if I go figure it out, I might still get the wrong understanding/answer.

Haiz, I do enjoy most of the job scope, but its a torture for me every Monday to go to work whenever I think of the harsh tones/words I will face from her. I seriously dunno how long I can stay on in the company, but before my contract ends, I really hope to do my best and can proudly say I did my part and was responsible in my job, something like that, when I leave the company.

Anyway, weekend is here, wanna make gd use of the weekend and hope time will stop there when I'm with Hubby. Went to do a bit of shopping today after work, bought 2 t-shirts for my sis from Bossini , 1 top and 1 jacket from Giordano for myself. Ya, I know its a bit far from CNY, but better to get prepared early then rush like mad when its closer. Cheers~

1 more day to the weekend! Whoopee!! Been kindda busy recently after the holidays, lots of urgent shpmts to do/coordinate etc. Kindda out of breath le. Especially those systems issues, haiz, sianz ah. Hoping the day will pass faster...

Might not be meeting Hubby tonight cos he's working quite far away today, may head home to get some beauty sleep. Need loads of that, these few days, the moment I wake up, I think: "wanna get MC or not?" But I got too much work pending liao, sob sob. So gotta drag myself out of bed, discipline!!! Hehe, tmr morning Hubby's gonna send me to work, motivation to drag myself out of bed!

Planning to go KTV this weekend, not decided where yet though. Lalalala~ Love singing, but sound awful, lol. Alrite, gotta get back to work le, take care everyone~

Didn't know why my post yesterday did not appear.. anyway here goes.
We suppose to be out around noon but galgal's mum refuse to wakeup and sleep till 2pm+. Half a day of good holiday time had passed meaninglessly.. haiz. Originally planned to bowl at Safra Tamp. and then cook at my house but instead went to marina south to bowl and had bbq buffet instead. alittle about galgal's mum, she don't let galgal take her own clothes from the wardrobe because 'she will messed it up and dirty it'. so anyone who wants to collect clothes for whatever reason, it will have to be her mum doing it. hmm.. you decide what's wrong with this... IMHO, it's crazy.
So, we reached MS and the focus of the day is to teach galgal bowling, upon reachin superbowl, she's so shock and 'pai seh' because there were people around..not crowded tough.. but she's shy about looking silly but i told her.. everyone started out like she does, and will have to learn it in a public place. so she reluctantly went ahead.. well.. the first few bowl didn't go right.. most of the time went into the gutter.. then ball slipped off her grip.. she had wanted to give up saying she's 'stupid and dumb' and will never be able to do it.. but hey, reminded her that no one is about to do it right in the very beginning.. some people takes as long as few months or years to learn to bowl correctly.. then reassured her that no one will think she's stupid and i will always be there beside her. Well, she did throw a few tantrums but during the 2nd game, she manage to grasp the momentum and some elements of swinging.. and started to get some points, See! galgal is smart after all! hehee.. at the end of 2nd game.. being a 1st time bowler.. her hand was shaking but guess what, hahaa.. she wanted to go for it again.. :P think she's kinda addicted to the game liao.. hmmm not bad during the 3rd game.. her points was the highest amongst her games and almost every frame had points in them with one or 2 spares. So after that, moved on to the buffet dinner at 'Zhen Fa'.. not bad a day huh?.. it could probably be better though if only her mum weren't such a spoiler..

Alright, first day of work, things not been gog well since ytd.

We had change of plans ytd, went to Marina South for bowling and ate steamboat buffet instead. I suck at bowling, completely stupid and hopeless at it. Ended up breaking 2 of my nails as well. After 3 games, my hands were kindda trembling a bit and out of control. Sigh, so embarressing, dropped the bowling ball at least twice before I could even release it. Sob sob... Gone case liao me.

After a very, very filling dinner, took bus and MRT home, was starting to have headache by then. When finally reached home and bathed, still had headache, no choice had to take panadol. Mum's nagging din help too. Since I was in the room, she was in the kitchen, I asked her to pass me the panadol and got nagging from her, kaoz. Kept nagging that if I'm outside I wun headache lah, come back only headache liao, she doing household chores lah, make her do extra things etc. Argh... Sometimes I wonder, why my mum is like this, scolding and nagging at the tiniest bits of things. Till now, at the age of 22, I still have a curfew, should I come back even 5 mins late, she will start bombing my hp and shouting at me. Even during weekends when I go out, I must wait till she is awake before I can go out. Kaoz, stupid theories/rules of hers. Damn hate it.

Not only that, she wants to interfere in everything, even my bf. She keeps hvg a on-off attitude towards him. A few days back, started again and said I should not be with him, she will nvr approve us getting married cos she's Buddhist and he's Christian. Kaoz, not her getting married, she care so much for what, moreover, I'm a free-thinker and Hubby nvr force me to convert etc. Then say if we hv wedding dinner, she will nvr attend, she will make trouble/hell for us etc. And I know she means it. She is that kind of troublemaker, whatever she thinks/says, she is right, she will only believe in what she perceives. Damn, hate this life of mine. Thru'out my whole life, I hv been controlled by her in every aspect. Sometimes, I just wish she will get out of my life, can't help cursing and swearing and wish she drop dead at times when she goes too far.

Hehe, I'm now lying comfortably on my bed, blogging on my laptop cos its a co. holiday today! Wooh weet~ Hubby took leave today to acc me today too. We're gog bowling later, then cook at his place. Honestly, I nvr played bowling before. Whenever my classmates or frens play, I'll always be the one standing there and watching nia. Though they offer to teach me, but kindda too paiseh. Its like, I'm big size and all that, I do get this fear of being laughed at if I somehow slipped and fall, or the ball goes down the drain etc. And for me, I just can't get over it.

Probably, I used to get teased at everything during my younger days, you know how insensitive and blunt ppl can be when they're in their teens. I heard lots of unkind words/insults etc.When I DO perform well in something, they'll say becos I rely on something else etc. I used to suck at 2.4km run when I just entered sec sch, always failing it or the last. By the time I was in sec 3/4, I was the first 3 runners among the girls in my class. Purely by hard work and determination. But well, ppl will then say, aiyah, she just want attention or she took pills to help her etc. Didn't help too when my PE teacher said, if I can do it, he doesn't see why the others cannot perform better. In a way, I felt encouraged and happy cos I felt that my efforts had paid off and recognized.

Anyway, I finally found the courage today to try to overcome it. I asked Hubby to teach me how to bowl cos he's the one I trust the most. At least I know if I really get laughed at etc, I still have him to turn to. So wish me all the best bah! Hehe.

I always enjoyed rain because it cools the day and makes u feel like doing things without sweating.. but today's abit too much.. been raining the whole day and spoil our plan to watch the SG semi-final match at national stadium.. after a fish head curry lunch at bedok hawler centre, we make our way to the national stadium only to find out that the sheltered seats are sold out.. so no choice loh.. had to go home to watch it on TV instead. What an experience it would be for galgal as it will be her 1st time at the national stadium for an event... nevertheless SG made it to the finals hehee.. well it's no surprise against a childish opponent.
Hope tmr the weather will be more friendly as we planned to have a bowling lesson for galgal and cooking at my home.. more yummy moments ahead! can't wait hahaa..

Signboard Of de Year! 

Yeah!! It was fun last night except for the later part, haha. Used up loads of energy, not into dancing but into sending Jolene home, not an easy task I would say. Especially when she was totally drunk, could hardly stand and walk and kept vomitting.

But before that, wow, it was crazy. Me and Hubby were so happy dancing away, we were even dancing on the sofa, lol. Sofa-top dancing! Even my colleagues were like, wah, u're wild man, lol. Glad that Hubby had fun and got along well with my colleagues. Guess only 2 of us were the more concious ones, hehe. Music was good, had lots of fun. Then Hubby was singing n shouting so much till he sounded husky, haha. So sexy man!!!

Been such a long time since I really danced so much and yet didn't ache at all the next day, hehe. Sent Jolene home ard 2am, by the time we reached Hubby's home and bathed, it was ard 3am le. It was blissful and peaceful sleeping and lying in Hubby's arms. A whole new year, a whole new start for us. Hope that everything will go smoothly for us and everything will work out eventually. Well, 2.5 yrs together and still counting, hehe. Love ya always, my dearest.

yeah! the not-so-good year is finally gone! hopefully this will be the financially good year for me.. then me and galgal can realise our 3-year plan sooner.. hehe.
New year eve was a rush n stressful for me.. worked for half a day but the job was in woodlands.. then something wetn wrong and had to stay longer than expected so was very late for the lunch appointment at sakura buffet with galgal and her colleagues.. they already had finished their desert when i came.. it was that late. no choice loh, it's 45mins to closing time, so i had to gobble down al the food i can and ended up with a slight tummyache.. fortunately nothing really bad from it.. the tummyache's gone after i shit hahaa..
So the evening plan was to a countdown at Music Underground with galgal's colleagues and the night was fun! The music started off with retro and then went on to a mix of top40s.. yes yes we drank quite abit but me and galgal did not knock out, instead was having fun and still dancing when most of the pack was looking to the ceiling or singing to the ground hahaa.. what poor drinkers they were! one of the closer colleague had complications and totally knocked out.. so being the good friends we are.. no choice but to end the party early and sent her back. haiz.. me and galgal feels that we just hadn't had enough fun and was ready to party till morning :P But overall, it was still and a fun night and 'memorable' one haha.. So anything that i missed out, galgal will add in her post right?? *muackz galgal*