HuBbY & WiFeY 4eVeR In LoVe

*the bride and groom's foreword *

Welcome to Bren and Jim bloggie!

Here's our love story that will not end with a full stop forever and ever....

aLL mY mOsT bEaUtIfUl DrEaMs AnD hOpEs HaVe YoU iN tHeM... SoMeHoW mAdE eVeN mOrE bEaUtIfUl iN yOuR hAnDs ThAn I eVeR tHoUgHt CoUlD bE... I gIvE mY hEaRt AnD lOvE tO yOu To Be HeLd AnD cHeRiShEd By YoU fOrEvEr...

Daisypath Anniversary Years Ticker

*the charming groom *

# Jimmy aka MadSuSu
# 29 years old

*he loves *

# wifey aka galgal
# fishing
# computer games
# animes/manga
# watching sports

*his wishlist *

:: sayang galgal ::
:: lose weight ::
:: earn enough ::
:: marry galgal ::

*the blushing bride *

# Bren aka blur-gal
# 25 yrs old

*she loves *

# hubby aka daddy
# reading
# singing
# cooking
# shopping

*her wishlist *

:: be good to hubby ::
:: slim down ::
:: get married & buy flat by 2009 ::

Friday, October 22, 2004
Busy busy busy...

Been busy since morning, arranged an air shpmt and DHL shpmt which took up the first half of the morning. Then passed EI for some end-mth shpmts, left the last one, so took a bit of time out to blog. Sometimes being busy is gd. Takes ur mind off somethings, just like now, though I'm busy, at least I'm occupied and will not sit there just waiting for time to pass and keep yearning for him. Trying to slowly to get used to life without him ard. Putting concentration on other things ard me and have a little time to myself.

Of cos I do miss him and tears still well up sometimes at nite and even while I'm typing this. But I promised myself that I'll be strong for him and take care of myself. Nowadays, the words "love" and "miss you " doesn't seem enough to describe how I feel for him. Though we are physically apart, but right in my heart, I know he's always there and missing me just like I miss him. I don't really know if there's a term to describe our stage now.

In some way, its still like the honeymoon period though we been together for some time. We just can't seem to get enough of each other even if we meet up everyday. It has come to a stage whereby, even if we are fishing seperately on each side of the pond, but it feels as if he is just beside me. To us, every min spent together is a moment we treasure. Ppl say distance makes the heart fonder, but not for us. To us, its pure torture. We tried so hard and went through so much to be together, now that things are finally getting a bit better, we hope to have more time together.

I sometimes wonder what is wrong with some people. Is it wrong to be in love and missing each other? Its not like I'm neglecting my work and frens becos of my r/s. Is it wrong to want to spend time with ur loved one? Why am I being branded childish all becos I wanna be with my loved one? Everyone have their own way of handling their r/s, why shld they interfere when I don't interfere in their r/s and what right do they have to tell me what to do? I know Hubby always tells me not to be bothered by them, but sometimes it just gets to me. Time after time, I get hurt becos of ppl's words. Shouldn't frens be there to comfort u and encourage you when you're down? Why is that I'm hurt further? Don't they think of others' feelings? Guess I really don't know ppl well enough after all.