Finally, I managed to get everything done, edited, trial and error from scratch, hope Hubby will like it when he sees it in 24 days time.

Spent ard 3 hours on it and finally got it done, well at least the basics almost done bah. Tuning in to Spinx now and chatting in IRC. Hubby should be sleeping le bah. Poor thing, he has been saying he feels tired, even Sat and Sun have training. Me hear liao so heart pain. K lah, dunno what to blog leh. A bit brain-dead le after all the work. Tmr then blog bah.

Just a quick, short blog before I head to the fty for a meeting. Today been a rush, busy like mad the whole day. Phew, get so nervous until I keep knocking into things and even cut myself without knowing it. Sigh, though its gd to be busy, but a bit out of breath liao by rushing like that. K lah, will blog tonite if possible when I'm back home.

Anyway, I did not buy anything from the L'oreal sale ytd, too many ppl, too few things. Sigh...

Ytd went shopping with Jolene for her winter jacket, then I thought of buying a ring for Hubby as our anniversary gift when he's back. A bit early to buy also, but thought better than last min buy mah, so rush. Partly also cos after Hubby lost the necklace and pendant I bought for him last time, I couldn't find a nice one to replace the original one and didn't wanna buy the same design again. Which was why I was looking for a ring.

Went to Soo Kee, kaoz, one ring cost few hundreds sia, plain white gold ring only leh. Pengz... So we moved on and went to Lee Hwa. I saw a ring which was quite nice, from the STÄRKE Men's Jewellery collection (mostly made from stainless steel), but the ring was out of stock. The other rings didn't catch my fancy, then... I saw the cross pendant and necklace!! It was the kind I was looking for, it wasn't too big, small or fanciful. Look masculine, rugged and sexy, wahaha. The cross was made of stainless steel surrounding a black colour material (dunno what's that) in the shape of the cross. After the 32% discount, it cost me $153. Moreover, the cross pendant was last piece leh, so I had to get it! Then, sign credit card again. Sob sob... This month spend so much money le. But guess its worth the price lah, hope he likes it. Will post the pic of the necklace and pendant when he's back.

Then today got L'oreal warehouse sale!! Going with Peng and Wendy after work, die lah, spend $$ again!! Haha, but don't buy will miss the good deals! Haiz, Hubby come back sure scold me le, say wanna save for future but keep spending money... =x Haiz... Pok kai liao... =~(

Wednesday le! 2 more days to weekend, 8 days since Hubby left, 26 more days to go. Haha, mouthful of numbers.

Was quite busy yesterday, had to arrange the urgent shpmt then had section meeting in the late morning. Going to have re-org again le, this time is within my own section. Next yr Apr will have the major re-org in the dept. Basically, not much changes for me, just taking on a new customer. New things to learn, should be good bah.

Then boss said there will be a D&G (Dinner & Games) in Dec, 1 person will be selected from each section (LSG, SSG, RS1, RS2) to organise this event with the given budget. And "heng heng", I got selected, guess main reason should be I'm the youngest in my section bah. They say young ppl more ideas and activities, pengz. On one hand, I'm gan chiong lah, cos Dec leh! Now already end Oct le, time running out and I got no experience at all, at a total loss. On the other hand, its an adv lah, look gd on resume also. Anyway, think the 3 other ppl not picked yet, hope they are easy ppl to work with bah. Haiz... Help ah! Anyone got contacts/tips etc, pls let me know bah.

Wish me gd luck bah. K lah, got to go back to work le, lunch time coming soon...

Its Monday again. Not feeling well today, a bit giddy cos last night slept late. Couldn't fall asleep somehow. Woke up with whole body aching, feeling giddy and slight headache.

Its the 6th day after Hubby left, 28 more days to go. Tmr will be our 28th mth anniversary le. Time pass so fast. Hope he's ok over there and return safe & sound.

K, got to go back to work le, got urgent shipment, sianz...

Its the 5th day already. Now is Sunday le cos its Sat 3+am. Woke up ard 10+am ytd, logged on to IRC and tuned in to Spinx. But stupid PC kept hanging or d/c, got frustrated and went back to sleep. Woke up ard 3+pm, sms Hubby a couple of times cos I really miss him so much.

Had lunch, then read the Straits Times followed by my course's notes. Hubby called me ard evening and we had a short chat. Poor thing, weekend no rest and no recreation time. After hanging up, I watched TV. Grace called me and had a short chat with her. She told me, me and Hubby so sticky, ppl in the office gossip. Sigh, I told her I don't care le, but it kindda got me confused and frustrated. What's up with ppl nowadays?? So its wrong to miss my bf, and now its wrong to eat lunch with my bf?? Duhz... Can't ppl leave us in peace? Being in a r/s seems to require ppl's opinions and approval nowadays. What's there to gossip abt? Juz becos we are lovey dovey? Kaoz... I msg Hubby and told him, he called me to talk, tried my best not to cry.

I know I cry easily recently, but I'm just trying to get used to him not ard, can't ppl leave me alone and stop "attacking" me? What have I done wrong? I did not offend them wat. Can't they mind their own buisness? Dunno how ppl think and don't care anymore...

Been busy since morning, arranged an air shpmt and DHL shpmt which took up the first half of the morning. Then passed EI for some end-mth shpmts, left the last one, so took a bit of time out to blog. Sometimes being busy is gd. Takes ur mind off somethings, just like now, though I'm busy, at least I'm occupied and will not sit there just waiting for time to pass and keep yearning for him. Trying to slowly to get used to life without him ard. Putting concentration on other things ard me and have a little time to myself.

Of cos I do miss him and tears still well up sometimes at nite and even while I'm typing this. But I promised myself that I'll be strong for him and take care of myself. Nowadays, the words "love" and "miss you " doesn't seem enough to describe how I feel for him. Though we are physically apart, but right in my heart, I know he's always there and missing me just like I miss him. I don't really know if there's a term to describe our stage now.

In some way, its still like the honeymoon period though we been together for some time. We just can't seem to get enough of each other even if we meet up everyday. It has come to a stage whereby, even if we are fishing seperately on each side of the pond, but it feels as if he is just beside me. To us, every min spent together is a moment we treasure. Ppl say distance makes the heart fonder, but not for us. To us, its pure torture. We tried so hard and went through so much to be together, now that things are finally getting a bit better, we hope to have more time together.

I sometimes wonder what is wrong with some people. Is it wrong to be in love and missing each other? Its not like I'm neglecting my work and frens becos of my r/s. Is it wrong to want to spend time with ur loved one? Why am I being branded childish all becos I wanna be with my loved one? Everyone have their own way of handling their r/s, why shld they interfere when I don't interfere in their r/s and what right do they have to tell me what to do? I know Hubby always tells me not to be bothered by them, but sometimes it just gets to me. Time after time, I get hurt becos of ppl's words. Shouldn't frens be there to comfort u and encourage you when you're down? Why is that I'm hurt further? Don't they think of others' feelings? Guess I really don't know ppl well enough after all.

Been busy ytd and today as I was on course, the course was Export Documentation & Practices which I find quite interesting and related to my work. Somehow, I was interested in studying Logisitics during my poly days and grad with a diploma in this field, managed to find a job somehow related also. Though at times, it gets really frustrating and tiring, but I really learnt a lot from my job. Things that were taught in textbooks were only a foundation and didn't mean much until put into action. Glad that I chose the right choice and managed to pursue my interest.

Sent Hubby to the airport on Tuesday... I told myself not to cry, to let him see the best side of me before he left and leave with beautiful memories. But the moment he stepped in to the counter, my tears just welled out. He turned back to smile to me and signalled to tell me to go back, but I refused. Hid behind the wall to dry my tears, but just started crying again when I saw him. My tears just kept flowing and he signalled to me not to cry, but I just couldn't help it.

Finally, I decied to walk away and leave cos I didn't want to see him disappearing. I called Uncle Jeff to talk so that I could take my mind off and stop crying, but when I spoke to Uncle Jeff, I just couldn't stop crying. Guess he must have been shocked by me, cos I couldn't speak properly and kept crying. I must have made such a fool of myself. Crying from Departure Hall on L2 all the way till I boarded the bus at the bus terminal.

By the time I went back, I could not cry anymore tears. We sms each other and spoke for a short while before he boarded the plane. That night, I couldn't sleep well...

Last night, we chatted for a while over the phone and also smsed. Miss him so much and hope everything's fine with him. Had a fever last night, but did not dare to tell him as I did not want him to worry. Hope he takes care of himself over there.... Sigh....

I'll be flying off in a couple of hours time..
Wish i wouldn't go.. it's like been there done that, don't see the point of going.. serve the country? you tell me how realistic is that, as if 2.5yrs isn't enough, now for the rest of my life as long as i'm 'able' i have to 'serve the country'.

Wish i had all the time there could ever be to hug and kiss my galgal.. I'm gonn miss her very much.. hope i don't go insane there.

Galgal.. I love you, will miss you dearly and definitely miss hugging you..
Remember to take care.. becareful in everything you do.. ok? Daddy will be back to ug and kiss you again and show you how much i missed you.. *muackz*

Ok, I'm contradicting myself. On one hand, I wish that I can knock off soon cos I'm so tired and wanna spend the last few hrs with Hubby. On the other hand, I want time to pass slower so that hubby won't be leaving so soon. Sigh... They say love is blind, sometimes crazy. I say I'm totally insane over him and drowning... in the ocean of love. Haha... Damn mushy. *goose pimples*

Take this month apart as a test between 2 of us bah. Either we learn to treasure each other more and bring a step forward to our r/s. Or... it will pull us apart, I hope it won't be the latter. Good thing the bosses are not ard today, so I can steal a bit of time to blog. Met Hubby for lunch today and couldn't bear to let him go. Haha, Grace saw us and said I "yi yi bu she", ya loh... Suddenly seems that no amt of hugs, kisses and words are enough for me. He been asking me if I'll miss him, and of cos, I do miss him. He'll always be in my heart and mind even if we are apart. Well, love can overcome all, right? At least I believe so.

Hubby, take gd care k? I'll miss u terribly and be my heart will be with u ALWAYS! *muacks*

Hubby went back to camp today, supposed to be gog for training, but in the end, went there to receive bad news. He'll be flying off tmr, have to reach airport at 7pm, sob sob...

Didn't expect it would be so fast, kindda sad and disappointed. Already starting to miss him lots, sigh... He'll coming later to have lunch with me and buy some army stuff. It'll be another 5 wks before I can see him again le. I wish we had more time together.

Anyway, nothing I can do abt it, except to make the most of the little time we have left.

Hubby, gonna miss u lots. Love ya always.... *huggies*

I'm really gettin old, wanted to get up at around 10 but instead woken up only when galgal called me at almost 12... Well, I thought we should take a walk down little india for the gold anklet, possiblity of good bargaining and a much widen range of choices since the whole street full of gold jewellers. Yeah, the food quality at Lao Beijing is getting worse possibly due to the swarming kiasu cheap-skate Singaporeans..just like us kekeke. Maybe we should try the Novena branch someday? BTW the durians ain't worth the 15bucks.. no more from carrefour!

So today's pretty much a 'galgal's mummy' day, gotten lots of things to make her mum happy.. just hope that this happiness will last longer than a day.. which is quite impossible.. well, atleast galgal's sat night is peaceful.. which is very rare.

Good luck to our prawn-fishing tmr and hope we don't need to go NTUC to buy! hehee..
Always and forever love my blur cute sexy galgal.. SLUURRRP!

Woke up ard 11am today, then Hubby came to my place ard 1pm as agreed. Went to Tampines Mall to look for my mum's b-day present. Actually her b-day is end of this mth, but since me and Hubby sharing the present, so bought together earlier since he might be flying off next week.

We went Poh Heng to take a look and well in ard 20mins time, we settled the gift already, haha. Bought a gold anklet for her, simple and shiny one. Then we went to PS for our high tea buffet at Lao Bejing Restaurant. But was disappointed cos the stds seem to have dropped compared to the past. The 小笼包 was small and not as juicy as before and the soup had already started to leak out. The hot and sour soup was not sour nor hot enough. But the 北京炒面 was nice with at least 3 prawns on that small plate! Haha, I was telling Hubby, Charlene sure will like since she likes to eat prawns. Anyway, we were so full that we didn't take dinner after that meal.

Went to Carrefour and saw “突然发财” VCD on TV. Then remembered Mummy mentioned before that she wanna buy/watch the VCD, so bought it for her too. Proceeded to shop for tmr's cooking ingredients. Bought chicken, potatoes, curry paste, yup, I'll be cooking curry chicken! Then bought the paste for cooking prawns tmr also, cos we'll be going prawn fishing tmr. Passed by the durian section and bought 3 boxes to share with Hubby.

Bought a white rose for Mummy also, it was quite pretty, it hasn't fully blossom yet and its not pure white, the centre has a touch of very light pink, which I think is so beautiful! And it costs only $1!!!! Haha, ok, I'm a sucker for roses, so I juz can't resist.

Took a cab back to hubby's place. And so suay man!! The moment I got down the cab, my heel's strap snapped! Kaoz... In the end, after I struggled to cross the road and came out of the lift, I had to walk bare-footed to hubby's place, sob sob. Lucky got a spare pair of sport shoes at his place, so got shoes to go home, haha.

Watched tv and IRC using his laptop then went home. Ok, the day was pretty alright and my fingers are tired for typing. So that's all for today!

Pic taken from our hotel room, beautiful! 

Me & Charlene at Twin Towers. 

Charlene and bf.  

Spiderman at Sunway Lagoon! 

The long and high bridge which scared me to death. 

Malaysia Idol! 

Actually went for a KL trip in August with my bf, Charlene and her bf. Have been wanting to upload the pics for sometime, but lazy.. Haha... So now upload here.

笑 就歌頌 一皺眉頭就心痛
我沒空理會我 只感受你的感受
你要往哪走 把我靈魂也帶走
它為你著了魔 留著有什麼用

你是電 你是光 你是唯一的神話
我只愛你 You are my super star
你主宰 我崇拜 沒有更好的辦法
只能愛你 You are my super star

手 不是手 是 溫柔的宇宙
我這顆小星球 就在你手中轉動
請 看見我 讓我有夢可以作
我為你發了瘋 你必須獎勵我

你是意義 是天是地是神的旨意
除了愛你 沒有真理

火 你是火 是我飛蛾的盡頭
沒想過要逃脫 為什麼我要逃脫
謝謝你給我 一段快樂的夢遊
如果我忘了我 請幫忙記得我

A little gift for my galgal to brighten up her day.. muackz.
I know she will miss me lots.. how i wish i wouldn't be in this circle of National Slavery.
I kinda of enjoy it when I'm single.. but since i have galgal now, every moment apart is a torture

Its only Tuesday, 3 more days before the weekend. Sigh, time seems to pass so slowly now, another 3 hrs before knocking off.

Been a bit busy these few days, dunno its gd or bad also, haha. If too busy, you feel stressed out and tired. If too free, also stress. Stress becos boss is ard, not busy also have to 'keng' busy. =p

Going down to Prudential after work to cancel the new savings policy I took up almost 2 wks ago, hope everything will go smoothly. Sigh, dunno why insurance agents always like to approach me. My face got the "I easy to bluff" look izzit? Haiz...

Dunno what to write liao also, getting sleep, eyes getting heavier by the minute. Pray hard hard I don't doze off. Wanted to book the movie tix for New Police Story to watch this Sat, but after checking from website, its no longer showing at GV Plaza le, haiz, so sad...
Intended to watch movie le then go for the Lao Beijing High Tea Buffet, now have to re-plan le.

Now And Forever
Whenever I'm weary from the battles that rage in my head
You make sense of madness when my sanity hangs by a thread
I lose my way but still you seem to understand
Now and forever I will be your man.

Sometimes I just hold you, Too caught up in me to see
I'm holding a fortune that heaven has given to me
I'll try to show you each and every way I can
Now and forever I will be your man

Now I can rest my worries and always be sure
That I won't be alone anymore
If I'd only known you were there all the time..All this time

Until the day the ocean doesn't touch the sand
Now and forever I will be your man
Now and forever I will be your...daddy & hubby!

*daddy muackz muackz galgal and spin spin around*

快樂不快樂(電影<夏日的麼麼茶>主題曲) - 鄭秀文

咖啡淡了　是因為冰塊溶了
沒怎麼了　淡了就是淡了
擱在桌上還要不要
不再愛了　是因為感情壞了
你怎麼了　壞了就是壞了
沒有什麼大不了

* 我們不快樂　快樂後不再快樂
就在最後的一秒　抱了　吻了　哭了
快樂不快樂　沒什麼快不快樂
就在最後的一秒　我們的關係　就這樣了

天亮醒了　是因為心情好了
沒怎麼了　我會愛上另外的人
愛情　大概都這樣了
Repeat *

Watched this movie ard 3 times and bought the VCD also. Quite a nice, touching movie and pretty like this song, somehow so true.

Bren:

You Are Brown Panther!

You are Brown Panther, who is gentle, kind, warm and friendly.
You don't get influenced by people around you, and can keep your own pace of doing.
You have high self-esteem, and are person of strong will.
Although you really are a kind person, people regard you rather obstinate; this is because you are not very good at expressing yourself.
If you can make the others know this weakness, you will certainly be more trusted.
You dislike being restrained, and wish to stay and act freely. You are an independent person, and do not mind being alone.
You will be successful by going into a professionalcareer.
You have extremely high ideals, and rich sensitivity.
You can not stand compromise, and therefore, may struggle between reality and ideals.
You are a person who can grow to become a greater person by overcoming many failures and difficulties, so don't grave over your little mistakes.
It is sometimes important to have a big heart and take a "so-what "attitude.
You are a hard person, and can be too critical.
People have their faults, so don't dwell upon little things too much.
When you start a family, you will take an equal stance to your husband.
And you wish to keep your job even after your marriage.

Mmm, quite true in certain ways...

Jimmy:

You Are An Orange Panther!

You are Orange Panther. Unlike your looks, you are very easy to get on.
You are good natured, and people will open their hearts to you.
You tend to be indifferent to give consideration for other people around you.
You have high pride, and you wish for the situations to be favorable to you.
You are not good at formulating ambition and tactics.
You are smart enough to be good at cooperating with others in order to gain friends.You have an excellent flexibility to adapt to new environments.
Your good sense of humor can help you overcome any situation.
Your good nature and smartness makes you good at persuading other people.
You can effectively carry out work even if it is your first time.
But your sharp sensitivity makes you faddish, and you tend to be rather moody.
Your emotional ups and downs tend to be great, and you may be weak in controlling your self. You tend to be troubled over the gap between your ideals and reality.
You will be able to overcome some difficulties with the help of those around you.
You will be more successful if you can show perseverance.
You will be good at any job you do. You may be suited especially as a doctor or something related to computers.

The last one quite true for Daddy, cos he's in the IT line.

Try this test!!

blur-gal's result!

You are Tweety!

You are cute, and everyone loves you.You are a best friend that no one takes the chance of losing. You never hurt feelings and seldom have your own feelings hurt. Life is a breeze. You are witty, and calm most of the time. Just keep clear of backstabbers, and you are worry free.